24194) Every person I see now, I judge. I see how tall they are and how large they are, I guess their clothes sizes. I guess how much they weigh, I judge them. I walk past people in the store and I think, “Fat, fat, oh, a skinny one, thin, pretty, large but nice, fat, fat, fat”. I hate myself for it. I’ve started counting calories, which I never used to do and I even judge my family on how much they eat. I don’t say anything to them but I hate myself for being such a judgmental bitch because of this ED.